Thursday, May 22, 2008


Just breaking the silence...

Hey dude and dudettes.

How are you all now?. I wonder if any of you still frequent this place. But ya. I'll always check out here everytime im online.

Bet you all are thinking im really random to suddenly pop out with a speech to say. But oh well. I've got time on my hands. So i shall just pop in a few words of my own.

Before I start my words proper. Hmm. I wonder if any of you do notice. Im becoming really bad tempered after my army terms. Haha. If i've offended anyone of late. I hereby apologise and hope you all forgive me eh?. I've been having a little twitches here and there not only coping but dealing with alot of things. So yupp. No offense ok?.

Anyway. Throughout this five months which i haven been with you all everyday. I come to realise one damn important thing. Which i shall not say now. Haha. Im being lame. Just bear with it. I wonder if any of you ever had this empty feeling suddenly one day. When you aren't doing much. And it suddenly strikes you: "What the heck. There seem to be something missing somehow". Maybe you pple are too busy to notice. Or maybe you pple never had it. But anyway. I do have these feelings once in a while. Somehow. When i sit down and look back. Think through. I come to realize how important every single one of you pple has made in my life. Really.

You know what. The happiest moments of my life was actually in my JC life. And the happiest moment of my life was not the times when i won my DB medal. It was when we sat together as a class. Talking nonsense. Scolding each other. Playing games (however lame they might be). Hiding under the stairs of the atrium to play bridge. Every stupid things we did.

Through my 5 months in NS. I never really made much friends. More of just got to know my old friends. I realised that at the end of the day. You pple are the most important people in my life. Funny huh. How i keep scolding pple and stuff. But man. This are really from deep within my heart.

And the one sentence that i'll remember for life. Is jack saying that he stayed in NY coz of us. That one sentence meant alot alot to me. Dunno how it seemed to you all. But just for that sentence. He'll be one guy i respect like hell.

Ah. I seem to be repeating certain things aint i?. I do remember writing smthing similar before. But somehow. The feeling was different.

Rahh. Im getting emo. I got alot more. But i suddenly forget what i wanted to say. Damn. Im not joking. When i remember. I'll add as part 2 la. Meanwhile. You all take care man. =)

runningamok™

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